dumb dumb has feeling

i tell myself, this time i have to live for myself
i dun want to care what others think about me anymore
perhaps in their eyes, i'm just a useless person
unable to do many things, have no experience in doing many things,
never succeed in doing anything
but i just dun care
i am I
i know what i shud do and what i could do
you dun have to LOOK DOWN at me
i might not be superior as you
but dun use ur superiority to judge me
u dun have that right
yes, im oweys a loser
but hw far do u think u r a winner?
life never has WIN and LOSS
and NEVER EVER have UGLINESS
each one is unique
i'm unique in my own world and you r unique in ur own world
i dun think its gud for u to "SHARE OUT" my weakness to everyone
if u think this is a gud way to show ur superiority
then u r wrong
coz nobody cares abt ur strength
nobody cares what u can do
as strength is oni a consolation for u when u feel useless and depressed
its just a credit for u to stand up again and dun give up
so basically strength is not a point for u to bully anyone's feeling or self-esteem, STRANGER!
i may look like a dumb dumb, happy and laugh all the time
BUT i'm a human, i have FEELING
dun think i wont bite you
i never bite you 'coz i dun want you to get hurt, understood?!

p/s: i call u stranger because i dun know u at that moment
FRIEND will NEVER HURT fren's feeling
*sob + extremely angry*