Carol ZONE

i know you are still working now
working hard till midnight just to earn more money for me to spend
i know you are scared that you cannot afford to buy all the stuff i want
you are scared that you cannot treat me in better restaurants
you dont have to do that actually
yea i admit i'm a typical taurus
money is everything in my life
but i would like to tell you that
even tho we have no money to eat in elegant and classy restaurant
i dont mind to squat at the road side and eat malay burger together with you
i am always a selfish person
grumble and complain non-stop all the time
i seldom care about ur feelings
never ask what you need the most
and never know what you are thinking
actually, i have no idea what you are thinking at all times
i'm always the first person you would think of in whatever you do
way, the more you sacrifice
the more i think i'm useless
i duno this is my personality of being unconcerned about you all the time
or i never take opportunity to seriously improve myself
all i know is...
after all the begging and sorry...
i just want to hurry home and hug you and cry as much as i want
i know i wont be able to find such a good man in this world anymore
i know that thoroughly
no man can really understand me as the way you do
and no man would ever love me like the way you do
its 12:47 a.m.
and i'm missing you...

p.s.145km is only a short distance for flight
but its a long journey for me to reach you
nakupenda...